Thursday, April 28, 2011
There's no good reason to post it today except it is pretty.
I remain in a testy mood.
Yesterday I wanted to start cussing at someone, but instead sat in my office smiling and praying. One of my co-workers walked by and asked me "what that smirk was about" - so I told her I am trying to smile instead of swear. She was satisfied with that answer.
I have a half marathon on Sunday - maybe the anxiety about that is causing me to be off balance. Maybe it is this cold weather and intermittent snow. Maybe it is at least partially the realization that a lot of my beloved shrubs and plants have been killed by my neighbor and aren't coming back.
I need to put my faith in God. Faith and Trust. And once I have done that, there should be little room for this kind of self-centeredness.